I was thinking about old friends today. How could I not... I finally after 40 years of moving it all over the country decided to go through the box of 'my stuff'! Yeah, the box that had my scrapbook from elementary school and newsletters from Jr High and locker mail from 9Th grade. Remember locker mail? I had forgotten we called notes that!
What a trip. Sitting there on the floor surrounded by piles of paper sure made it easy to reminisce. By the way, I never sit on the floor anymore and am so amazed I did not have to call for paramedics to get back onto my feet. My dog was quite distressed at first. He probably thought I had fallen again!
Anyway, it reminded me that this year I received an invite to the 40Th class reunion. I don't remember most of those people. Is that weird? Is it just me? Is my memory going? I like to think that I just live in the moment more than most people.
I discovered a face book page for a place in Africa where military were stationed, including my first husband, and so many of those guys commented that that was the best time of their lives and they would love to go back. Not me. Don't get me wrong, I have no regrets and am SO glad I went. But I do not want to go back. I remember wonderful people and unforgettable sights. I also remember unsanitary conditions, unimaginable poverty, and diseases. It was not the best time of my life.
I asked myself when was the best time. Hmmmmm. HMMMMMMM. My best memories are from when my husband was alive and stationed ashore and the kids were young. We were scraping by financially but very happy. But the best time of my life? I have to say the best time of my life is now. Each day. Even the bad days. The days when I am recovering from bone grafts are still the best days. Every one. I am not wealthy or famous but I am comfortable and surrounded by loving family and caring friends. I am thankful to live in this country at this time by the grace of God.
Yes, I would give anything to have my husband alive but we had 17 wonderful years together on this earth and someday will be together again, so now, right now is the best time of my life and I don't wanna go back - ever. I did however enjoy my afternoon of memories.